Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Where it all began, the dreams of a young boy

I have been thinking allot lately about where my passion/ obsession for photography came from. More than likely it started with my father and grandfather, who were both avid outdoorsmen. That was just the seed that got me going, grandpa was the " family photographer" as he was the one that was always hiding around every corner waiting to get shots of anyone and everyone during family events regardles weather they wanted there pics taken or not. And I always said to myself, I wanted to be that guy, the one behind the camera taking shots and helping preserve memories. But then again my father worked for Kodak in Rochester,NY back when they were in there prime, I took pride in the fact that my father worked there. Now even though my father worked for Kodak, he was a Nikon guy.. I can't remember what camera it was that he had, but it was a SLR and  something that  had my attention. I guess its all part of the classic tale of a son/grandson wanting to be like grandpa or dad, in my case it was a little bit of both. Grandpa showed me how to appreciate rivers and lakes as he always took me fishing with him, dad showed me how to appreciate nature in the woods. I remember him telling me, when you can sit here long and quiet enough to take a picture of a deer, then ill let you bring a gun... Well, I never got any pics... Lol
    Now to ad to my obsession/ passion, my father had his shows we watched, and my favorite which still sticks in my head is " The life and times of Grizzly Adams", I grew up wanting to live like he did, do what he did and be the man he was but with a camera to capture the sights of nature. That's when my dream was born to want to become a photographer for National Geographic. It was calling to me so loud that I remember being home from school with chickenpox, and I was just about better, well I took off to Fays drug store to look around and came across a camera and really wanted it bad as my father was very conservative with his money and didn't believe in paying allowance to us kids. I was determined to have that camera, so I picked it up and tried to walk out the store with it, mind you I was just about 10 years old and never ment to be a menice, just a boy with a dream and one that was willing to do anything to attempt to achieve that dream. Well you know it, I got caught. And got in a ton of trouble over it. My father was a strict man and if you know old school upbringing you can guess what I got.

So for awhile that dream was crushed because I didn't have the money to buy a camera and shoplifting wasn't the answer either. But at the same time I still had the burning desire to travel the world, explore, and take beautiful images to share my experiences with the world. I have ran into many roadblocks in life, getting caught up in the now and putting my dreams on hold for "life".
Right now I'm 33 I have a beautiful daughter, and a beautiful woman who knows about my dreams and is trying to support me with them the best she can. I now have a Nikon DSLR and lenses that were bought and paid for by me and my lovely woman. Lol.
Now days I have my dream back in my sights, and I'm not letting go.. My better half paid for me to take travel photography classes and start truly start to pursue my dreams. We both understand the the initial sacrifice we will have to make, but its the long term benefits we are focused on. And that would be to eventually travel the world together as a family and experience all the beautiful places and things this world has to offer.
I used to worry, " maybe im too late". Well weather it is or isn't, I'm looking at it as " Nothing ventured, nothing gained".

I guess what it all boils down to is, never let life get in the way of your dreams and if you do always hold on to them tight. Its never too late. I'm not what you would call a successful photographer yet, but I know deep inside my heart it is still within my grasp.You see people everyday that are in their 40s, 50s, and even 60s going back to school to make something better for themselves and their families.
So if you believe in what im doing and would like to watch me grow feel free to follow and like my blog, as well as my facebook page facebook.com/stevenwilsonphotography, I'm also on Google+ which to me is better than facebook.

Before I go I would like to share a couple of my latest images that I took with the new Nikon D7100 which I plan to review on here soon, just so you know I'm very pleased with this camera.